blue skies are callin'

It's hard to leave those feeling behind - whatever you have once felt hatred, love, hurt, happiness, bliss, betrayal. It doesn't matter what it is, it's so hard to let go and move on and get to a good place in your life where you feel content and you can progress from where you are, unless of course you are me. At the snap of my fingers I'm so quick to forgive and forget, I don't ever really recall what someone has done to me if I love them. I just want happiness, I want peace, and I want just all to be well. Even if it is to compromise my feelings. I used to have a back bone, what happened? Sometimes I just wish I didn't have to care, that I could just live life free, to go and do as I please not having a care in the world. But, I've been designed to make sure everyone is pleased with me. I thought I was fine once, that I could move onto my future with no feelings attached to others. What am I saying?

blue skies are coming, but I know that it's hard.






ps It's my half birthday today.