happiest of days.

Seriously. seriously.

THE HAPPIEST EVER.

for many of reasons but the main ones being:

the church is true.

patience IS a virtue. 

families are forever.

love is so real.

photo update

por favor.

cousin becky came to visit. love her.

tucanos with brother.

almost spilt my drink.

action shot.

love them.

brit is my new roommate. or should I say..

bed mate? we share a bed. 

she is the cutest EVER.

slc.

love my besfren.

we got indian food. mm.

Seriously.. happiness all around. Sorry for the depressing posts.

life is so good, and we have to have hard times to have more

gratitude for the good times. :)

all is well, folks.

love.

lesson learned.

“Faith precedes the miracle. It has ever been so and shall ever be. It was not raining when Noah was commanded to build an ark. There was no visible ram in the thicket when Abraham prepared to sacrifice his son Isaac. Two heavenly personages were not yet seen when Joseph knelt and prayed. First came the test of faith–and then the miracle. Remember that faith and doubt cannot exist in the same mind at the same time, for one will dispel the other. 

Cast out doubt. Cultivate faith.”

progress:

pro·gres·sion

  

[pruh-gresh-uhn]  –noun1.the act of progressing;  forward or onward movement.
I spent today watching General Conference with Jaclyn. We made breakfast burritos & cuddled up under the comforter. It was perfect. All the talks were so good, I realized I'm doing a lot better than I thought I was but there is still a ton I need to work on. After every talk that I was feeling a little down on myself I would turn to Jac and say, "Jac, I need to be better!" She would laugh and say "me too." I've vowed to prioritize my life, I feel like I have the lineup of importance confused. I vowed to get serious this week. Why am I wasting my time!? So, this week I'm going to send Lauren & Elder Zundel their letters I'm going to finish decorating my room, run everyday, keep a log of what I eat & keep my eating goals, read scriptures every night, keep my room clean, not complain about work nor my weight, call my mom numerous times, and be happy. Thats all. It doesn't seem like a ton, but this is what I'm looking to do. Life is about progress and all we can do is try, so here I go! Thats all really.
But here is a little mini update. 

I went to froyo with Quincy and my cousin Becky. I love them.

hands down, strongest woman I know. love you.

I'm a spaz & she's beautiful.

Spent time with two of my faves from Oregon.

I've been taking cool fisheye film pics. fun.

that got double exposed. neat.

I actually did end up liking them. ha. weird.

kissy kissy.

been doing the polaroid thing.

rough day on my behalf. ouch. 

church!

That's really all I have for now, 

I hope you all had the best weekend.

love. 

all i want

pinch me. is this real?

If you can guess what my new blog song is from I'll give you a cookie.

mmmmmm. yeah, buddy.

So, I decided in light of happiness

 I was going to post another good things list.

but I decided to shake it up a bit & post pictures

 of the ones who are bringing me through it all.

mamas, always has & always will

paysgh. seriously, she's been amazing. 

I knew I could always count on her,

& she's come through in the best way.

best. brother. ever.

thats all.

even though they're both married & pregnant.

they still let me hang, and I think thats pretty spectacular.

I love them.

JACLYN KENNEDY.

ugh. she is a wonderful bestfren.

can always look to her to approve of an outfit, 

to tell me I look skinny when I feel fat,

to go dancing every friday night,

or just to break out dancing moves -

 anywhere for that matter.

I would be no where with out you all, I am forever indebted. 

con mucho amor. 

take it back

Sorry for every post in the last oh 4 days. It was a phase, everything is well. don't worry.


forgive me? 

coffee & cigarettes

this song portrays exactly how I'm feeling right now.

Love when you stumble upon something so fitting,

thankfully I already kicked coffee and cigarettes.

..........kidding. I've never had a problem with either.

enjoy to the fullest.

I thought that if I didn't go and play,

the sadness would get bored & go away.

I thought that if I didn't go astray..

That all my pain would be in yesterday.

But it's true, I'm still blue.

But I finally know what to do.

I must quit, I must quit, you.