The more time I've spent here, the more I realize how much I appreciate my family. I don't think I've ever taken them truly for granted but it has never hit me just how blessed I am to have them until I came here. The idea of a family is so common, but until you see children growing up without one is when it hits you the hardest. I realize my family is not perfect, but we have each other. We have the opportunity to support one another, to confide in one other, and to have that connection that no one else may get. I love being around them because they're so good natured and fun. There isn't a time when we're all together that we're not all cracking up, I love that I can see the view of eternity with them. I feel so comforted to know that I am sealed to them, and that we will all be together in the afterlife. Its so much of a testimony builder to think about how much Heavenly Father knows because he places us with the family we need. When I think of that I can't help but think of these poor babies, and how hard it must be to not have that connection. I can't even imagine my life with out my family, my parents example are what brought me to the gospel fully. I would be the first to admit that I couldn't do it without them, and thats why I have them. My dad, always keeps everyone laughing. He's so good at being friendly and meeting new people. People are drawn to him because of his personality and good heart. He's the one that taught me to work hard, and put your whole heart into whatever you do. I love that I can ask him for a blessing, and that whatever I'm going through I can always count on him to give me advice on how it is. I can't wait for the day I marry the man that shares a lot of the same qualities as Lane. Mama Cindy, oh mama Cindy. I have already written a post about her but, I just need to say.. She is a saint. Everyday here in Ecuador I think to myself, "what would cindy do?" She is the best mom, so patient, kind, loving, and christlike. Every time I meet someone that knows her they tell me "how lucky I am." I usually tell them, "I know, she's perfect." That she is. I try to find a flaw in that woman and I have yet to do so. I strive to be just like her. Rachelle is the most fun- loving person I have ever met. She doesn't get called the "queen of fun" for nothing. She is always making some plan to have a good time, and it's always just that. Since I was little I've always looked up to her so much, and that still exists today. Chelsea is the best mom ever. She is so good with those babies, and I have the most respect for her. She handles three little boys like a dream. She's very sensitive and I love that about her, she's always heartfelt and I feel like I can talk to her about anything and receive support no matter what. I love that she stays concerned for me, and calls me all the time just to see what's up or to have the boys tell me they miss me. She is a jem. She also married a wonderful man named Jesse. He is a wonderful dad, and a great brother in law. I couldn't ask for much more. He's the puzzle piece are family has always been missing. They have three adorable babies that I miss more than anything! Jeremy.. my brother love is my life and my best friend. Since I was born we've always had this connection and friendship that is just amazing. To this day I count on him so much - for a laugh, a friend, a shoulder, and for advice. We are both into our twenties and to this day we still play fight like we are 12. He's always scaring me, and keeping me in my place. I would be forever lost without him and his example. His choice to serve a mission, and to do what's right is what has inspired me to be better and become the person I am today. Thanks, jerm.
Thats all I have, sorry so many of my blog posts are about specific people but as you're away from them you learn how much you appreciate and lean on them. I am nothing without you all.
forever and eternity,
cass.
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