Since my return from Ecuador I've felt like all of my blog posts have been slightly depressing and such. Mainly because they have been but I haven't felt up to blogging and especially not anything happy. my apologies, I'm generally not one to be a downer. But really this is all because I've felt so insignificant and that I have nothing important or meaningful to write about anymore. sad day. BUT I'm here to report only the happiest of notes. It's taken me about three weeks but I'm starting to finally get a little better and get through the nostalgia a tad bit. Thanks to the good things. One morning about a week ago, I made the conscious decision to be happy. I vowed to start looking at the positive of being home and life got a little easier. Granted, I met with my wonderful bishop and he helped me get going on what I need to do. He also helped me realize the eternal relationships I have created with my babies, and how blessed I am to have that connection. poo. I cried an embarrassingly amount while speaking to him. It was good though, it's helped me a lot since then. Anyways.. here is a little note, and picture update.
the good things:
jaclyn. she's been holding my hand, and being the best roomie
polaroids
boy
adele
diet coke shhhh
tagged pictures of bets
prayer
sleep
work full time.. kind of
sushi
new bed
old lady nail polish
sunshiiiine
running
singing
laughing
sharing clothes
new music
love letters from len
calling mama everyday
twilight
jazz game
anthropology candle
new clothes
decorating
sunny days in slc
ikea trip with corin
going home in a few days.
more pics to come I'm just lazy as can be.
this is just a condensed version of what is good in life currently.. ps I'm speaking in church on sunday. yes! about Ecuador.. here comes the tears!
happy weekend all. shine on.
im happy youre doing happier. ive been praying for you. im not looking to the impossibility that will be this week. also i better get to hear your talk over skype. love you.
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