babes.

welp.. here she is. my last and final stretch. kind of. I have nine whole days until I move from Orem to home sweet home, and a good solid 23 until I leave the country. I'm having so many crazy emotions! Life is going so fast the days are flying like crazy, I'm trying to make the most of my time. I feel there is so much left unsaid and so much I still need to do, time to be spent, talks to be had. I feel like I'm dying almost, like I need to talk to everyone and make sure a proper goodbye is placed. HA. It's actually funny, but time will go fast and I'll be back here before I know it and realize not much has changed. I can't wait to be free from my current 'day to day' predictable routine. I can't wait to make changes in myself, and in other people. Charity is such a sweet thing, and I am blessed to be fortunate enough to help others. This experience will be more for me than it will be for those kids. That is for sure. My heart hurts, I don't think I've ever experienced so much confusion and heartache. It's hard when I feel like I have it all together but a huge important aspect of my life is a grey area, this probably doesn't make sense. I'm just once again thankful for what I have. (I have to correlate every post to the gospel, it's impossible not to) It's wonderful to understand that this life is about progression, and trial and error. We make mistakes, we learn, we cry, grow, laugh, create happiness, enforce sadness. We have agency, and it all eventually works out in the end. Everything in due time is made fair and right, and it falls into place. Everything that is meant to be will, and thats why we all must strive to have faith in the Lord's plan. Happiness is what I'm striving for.