broken?

Don't think I've ever had so much and so little to say at one point. Life is full of so many random and tough lessons, I feel like once I have it all figured out and life is on track something happens and changes my perception. I've learned some of the hardest and most serious lessons this last year, I'm grateful for them. This is a realization of something wonderful. I have time on my side! Perfect time thats worth all the money in the world. Things fall apart so better things can come together. I keep repeating that to myself aloud about every 4-6 hours. I'm moved home, and doing very well. I miss Lauren so much it hurts me. But, I love spending 24 hours a day with my perfect and beautiful parents. They are so filled with love and so Christlike. I leave in a week and five days! I'm full of nerves but excited nonetheless. life is beautiful and I am blessed immensely. That is the bottom line always. keep happy all.